Today this evening three years I was on my way to end it all. My plan was to commit suiced by train. And I came very close to do it, in fact only seconds from doing so. In fact so close I cold se the era in the eyes of the trains driver. And that was what made me not to go through with it.

At that time I didn't se any meaning continue living, but God had other plans for me. Beginning of January the next year my daughter told me I was going to be a grandfather, so there it was, the reason for continuing living. And I'm so Happy I made the choice of life because all of the poeple you leave behind with the unanswered question why

I choose life at all times now, because its so much better than the alternative.